From The
Planets by Dava Sobel:
LUNACY
During the
glory days of the Apollo project, a young astronomer who analyzed Moon rocks at
a university laboratory fell in love with my friend Carolyn, and risked his job
and the national security to give her a quantum of Moon dust.
"Where
is it? Let me see!" I demanded at this news. But she answered quietly,
"I ate it." After a pause she added, "There was so little."
As though that explained everything.
I was
furious. In an instant I had dropped from the giddy height of discovering the Moon
right there in Carolyn's apartment to realizing she had eaten it all without
leaving a crumb for me.
In a reverie
I saw the Moon dust caress Carolyn's lips like a lover's kiss. As it entered he
mouth, it ignited on contact with her saliva to shoot sparks that lodged in her
every cell. Crystalline and alien, it illuminated her body's dark recesses like
pixie powder, thrumming the senseless tune of a wind chime through her veins.
By its sacred presence it changed her very nature: Carolyn, the Moon Goddess.
She had mated herself to the Moon somehow via this act of incorporation, and
that was what made me so jealous.
Of course I
had heard the old wives' tales advising women to open their bedroom curtains
and sleep in the Moonlight for heightened fertility or a more regular menstrual
cycle, but no folklore described powers to be won from the Moon by eating its
dust. Carolyn's deed conjured Space Age magic, undreamed of when her mother and
mine were new wives.
I still envy
Carolyn her taste of the Moon. In reality I know she is married now to a
veterinarian in upstate New York and has three grown children. She doesn't glow
in the dark or walk on air. She has long since lost all traces of that Moon
morsel, which no doubt passed through her body in the usual way. What could it
have contained, anyway, to preoccupy me all these years?
A few grains
of titanium and aluminum? Some helium atoms borne from the Sun on the solar
wind? The shining essence of all that is unattainable? All of the above, probably,
all rendered the more extraordinary for having traveled to her across 240,000
miles of interplanetary space, in the belly of a rocket ship, and
hand-delivered as the love token of a handsome man. Lucky, lucky Carolyn.
The Apollo
astronauts themselves did not intentionally swallow any Moon dust, though it
clung to them, covered their white boots and space suits with grime, and so
climbed with them back into their lunar modules. The moment they removed their
bubble helmets, a smell of spent gunpowder, or of wet ashes in a fireplace
assailed them. It was the Moon dust, tamely burning in the oxygen atmosphere
the men had carried from home. Outside on the airless lunar surface, did the
trodden dust give off any odor of its own? Does a tree falling in a forest make
a sound if no one hears?
The
astronauts judged the dusty surface of the Moon a shade of tan, like beach
sand, when they looked at it facing Sunward, but said it turned gray when they
turned the other way-and black when they scooped dust samples into plastic
bags. The unearthly glare of unfiltered Sunlight bedeviled their color and
depth perception, and that of their photographic film as well. Similarly
attuned to the light of Earth's atmosphere, the film found its own
interpretation of the new landscape's subtle hues and stark relief, so that in
the end the men's pictures betrayed their color memories of walking on the
Moon.
The view of
the Moon from Earth is no less fooled by tricks of light. How else could the
Moon derive its silvery gleam from dust and rocks dark as soot? The dusky
markings that draw the face of the Man in the Moon reflect only 5 to 10 percent
of the Sunlight that falls on them, and the brighter lunar highlands no more
than 12 to 18 percent, making the Moon overall about as shiny as an asphalt
roadway. But the rough-hewn lunar surface, sprinkled with ragged particles of
Moon dust, multiplies the myriad planes where light may strike and ricochet.
Thus the tan, gray, black dust clothes the Moon in white radiance. And seen
against the somber backdrop of the night sky, the Moon appears whiter still.
Whiteness
defines our image of the Moon, except for those occasions when it hangs golden
on the horizon, burnished by added thicknesses of air, or dips into Earth's
shadow and glows red in total lunar eclipse. No one ever seriously believed the
Moon looked green in color, only that it resembled a green cheese-a whitish,
splotchy wheel of newmade curds, not yet ripe for eating. True, the Moon may
turn blue after a volcano sullies Earth's atmosphere, or be called blue when it
becomes full more than once per calendar month, but the reliable whiteness of
the ordinary Moon is what grants the idiomatic Blue Moon its air of rarity.
While white
light bouncing off the Moon contains every color, Moonshine perceived on Earth
mischievously bleeds familiar sights of any color. The full wattage of the full
Moon dims in comparison to direct Sunlight, by a factor of 450,000, and so
falls just below the retina's threshold for color vision. Even the brightest
Moonlight induces pallor in each face it illuminates, and creates shadows like
oubliettes, where all who enter disappear.