From A
Tom Sawyer Companion by Mark D. Evans:
Keeping Mum
Tom's fearful secret and gnawing
conscience disturbed his sleep for as much as a week after this; and at
breakfast one morning Sid said:
"Tom, you pitch around and talk in your sleep so much that you keep me awake half the time." - Tom Sawyer, chapter 11
In this continuation of the incident of the tramp who
burned himself up, Mark Twain reveals how that "weighty cargo"
affected his sleep.
All this time I was blessedly forgetting one thing - the fact that I was an inveterate talker in my sleep. But one night I awoke and found my bed-mate-my younger brother-sitting up in bed and contemplating me by the light of the moon. I said:
"What is the matter?"
"You talk so much
I can't sleep."
I came to a sitting
posture in an instant, with my kidneys in my throat and my hair on end.
"What did I say?
Quick - out with it - what did I say?"
"Nothing
much."
"It's a lie - you
know everything!"
"Everything
about what?"
''You know well enough.
About that."
"About
what? I don't know what you are talking about. I think you
are sick or crazy or something. But anyway, you're awake, and I'll get to sleep
while I've got a chance. "
He fell asleep and I lay there in a cold sweat, turning this new terror over in the whirling chaos which did duty as my mind. The burden of my thought was, how much did I divulge? How much does he know? What a distress is this uncertainty! But by and by I evolved an idea - I would wake my brother and probe him with a supposititious case. I shook him up, and said:
"Suppose a man
should come to you drunk-"
"This is foolish -
I never get drunk."
"I don't mean you, idiot - I mean
the man. Suppose a man should come to you drunk, and borrow a knife, or a
tomahawk, or a pistol, and you forgot to tell him it was loaded, and-"
"How
could you load a tomahawk?"
"I don't mean the tomahawk, and I
didn't say the tomahawk; I said the pistol. Now, don't you keep breaking
in that way, because this is serious. There's been a
man killed."
"What!
In this town?"
''Yes, in this town."
"Well,
go on - I won't say a single word."
"Well, then, suppose you forgot to
tell him to be careful with it, because it was loaded, and he went off and shot
himself with that pistol - fooling with it, you know, and probably doing it by
accident, being drunk. Well, would it be murder?"
"No - suicide."
"No,
no! I don't mean his act, I mean yours. Would you be a murderer for letting
him have that pistol?"
After
deep thought came this answer:
''Well, I should think I was guilty of something - maybe murder - yes, probably murder, but I don't quite know."
This made me very uncomfortable. However, it was not a decisive verdict. I should have to set out the real case - there seemed to be no other way. But I would do it cautiously, and keep a watch out for suspicious effects. I said:
"I was supposing a case, but I am
coming to the real one now. Do you know how the man came to be burned up in the
calaboose?"
"No."
"Haven't you the
least idea?"
"Not the
least."
"Wish you may die
in your tracks if you have?"
''Yes, wish I may die
in my tracks."
''Well, the way of it
was this. The man wanted some matches to light his pipe. A boy got him some.
The man set fire to the calaboose with those very matches, and burnt himself
up."
"Is that so?"
''Yes, it is. Now, is
that boy a murderer, do you think?"
"Let me see. The
man was drunk?"
''Yes, he was
drunk."
"Very
drunk?"
''Yes.''
"And the boy knew
it?"
''Yes, he knew
it."
There was a long pause. Then came this heavy verdict:
"If the man was drunk, and the boy knew it, the boy murdered that man. This is certain."
Faint, sickening sensations crept along all the fibers of my body, and I seemed to know how a person feels who hears his death-sentence pronounced from the bench. I waited to hear what my brother would say next. I believed I knew what it would be, and I was right. He said:
"I
know the boy. "
I had nothing to say; so I said nothing. 1 simply shuddered. Then he added:
''Yes,
before you got half through telling about the thing, 1 knew perfectly well who
the boy was; it was Ben Coontz !"
I came out of my collapse as one who
rises from the dead. I said, with admiration:
"Why,
how in the world did you ever guess it?"
''You
told me in your sleep."
I
said to myself, "How splendid that is! This is a
habit which must be cultivated. "
My brother rattled innocently on:
"When you were talking in your sleep, you kept mumbling something about 'matches,' which I couldn't make anything out of; but just now, when you began to tell me about the man and the calaboose and the matches, 1 remembered that in your sleep you mentioned Ben Coontz two or three times; so I put this and that together, you see, and right away I knew it was Ben that burnt that man up."
I praised his sagacity effusively. Presently he asked:
"Are
you going to give him up to the law?"
"No,"
I said, "I believe that this will be a lesson to him. I shall keep an eye
on him, of course, for that is but right; but if he stops where he is and
reforms, it shall never be said that I betrayed him."
"How good you
are!"
"Well, I try to
be. It is all a person can do in a world like this."
And now, my burden
being shifted to other shoulders, my terrors soon faded away. - Life on the